Ek Adhura Sapna !

Waqt  mere  haatho  se phisala ja raha  tha  !!

Har  gujarta hua chehra mujhse sawaal kar raha tha  !!

Dur tak bas khamoshi ka saaya tha  !!

Bita hua  koi bhi haseen pal lautekar  nahi  aaya  tha  !!

Sanaate ki safed  chaadar aode ek chehra  kahi se ubhar aaya  !!

Ajnabi tha lekin meine use anjaana  nahi  paaya  !!

Uskee aankho mein ajeeb see ek baat thee !!

Jaise  jaagkar kaatee  ab  tak  usne  Har  raat  thi  !!

Dekhkar   woh  bas  ek  baar  muskuraya  !!

Khna  chahta    tha   magar  Kuch  bhi   na  kh   paaya !!

Kuch  hi  lamho  mein  woh   ojhal  ho  gaya !! 

Dhund  ke  baadal  mein  kahi  kho  gaya  !! 

This sequence is basically a  dream seen by me, still remember i got up at 3.00am and wrote these line...i still remember those eyes.. Its still a Adhura Sapna .....

Jo Agar Bhool Gaaye Ho Tum Mujhe.......

Jo agar bhool gaye ho tum mujhe ,

to kyu hai un aankho mein yeh fikr see !!


Un khayalo ke khali paano mein , kyu hai aaj bhi ek aahat ruki se !!



Jo agar bhool gaaye ho tum mujhe ,

to kyu aaj bhi itezar hai tumhe mera !!


Un ulzhee raaho ke kisi mod per ,kyu aaj bhi hai koi nazarein tikaye baitha !!



Jo agar bhool gaaye ho tum mujhe ,

to kyu aaj bhi tumharee muskurahato ke silsiley

mere yaado ke galiyo se ho kar gujarte hai !!


Un raato ke haseen lamho mein kyu aaj bhi mere hi kisse beyaan hote hai !!




Baatein meri , yaadein meri ,Khayal bhi mere aur Khawab bhi mere

Zindagi ke har payehloo mein samet kar mujhe ,Phir bhi khete ho bhool gaaye ho tum mujhe !!

 

I wrote this couple of months back , Life mein kuch pal , kuch log bhulaaye nahi jaa sakte.  This one is for all those, jo  bhool ne ki koshish karte hai .  .......Monika   

hmmmmmm :) !!!

Teree  ek nazar ne ehsaan kar diya !

Anjaane mein hi sahi magar mere daaman  ko khushiyo se bhar diya !

Mujhe dekh kar jab tune nazaare jhookayee thi !

Ek Khamosh se hassi tere hotho per sharmaayee thi ! 

Tere Nazro ne mujhe jahan mein ,  auro se alag hone ka ehsaas dilaya hai !

Na Chahte hue  bhi ek , Khobsurat sa  Khawab dekhaya hai !

Shikayat hai mujhe tere nazaro ki khamoshi se !

Uthati jhukte pal pal badalte inki  aadaao se !

Bina  puche mujhe tere  tasvoor mein laatee hai !

Par  saamne  aate  hi  kuch  bayaan  nahi  kar  paate  hai  !

Inhe khamosh rehne ki  saaza tumhi ne  dee  hogee !

Inke hotho Par  woh aadhoori see baat tumhee  ne  likhee  hogee !

Dil ke  aarmaano  ko  aapnee  nazro  mein  utarne  do  !

Bas  ek  baar  tasali  se  aapnee  nazaro ko  padhne  do !

...........Monika 

A very long story behind this,in short it was a moment of truth, saw someone after a year and skiped a beat. The place was very unromantic,a mumbai station crossover bridge.Crowded with hundreds of people running ahead of each other to board their train . but what i remember is that only one face , walking toward me...........Shweta Rane is the witness of this moment. (Shweta i hope you remember !) 

:)     

PS : Please dont copy this poem !!

    

Baatein ...........

हर बात कहनी जरूरी क्यों होते है !
बिना कहे कोई बात पूरी क्यों नहीं होते है !



अनकही बातो को क्यों नहीं समझ पाते है हम !
क्यों खामोशियो से मुह मोड़ कर गुजर जाते है हम !



कई बार कह कर भी बात ,आधूरी सी रह जाती है !
कई बार बिना कहे ही, बात पूरी हो जाते है !



बातें कहनी जरूरी नहीं होती है !
बातें समझनी जरूरी होती है !



समझ जाओ तो कुछ कहने की जरूरत नहीं !
ना समझो तो कहने का कोई मतलब नहीं !



कहते कहते बातो के सहारे चलती है जिंदगी !
लेकिन किसे की कही एक बात ,के सहारे गुजर जाते है ज़िन्दगी !



(Wrote this on my birthday in 2004, so its a special one )

I Wish i was there 4 u..

I wish i was there for you.... ,
When you thought there is no one who cares.
When you watched the sunset all alone and felt there was no one and nothing to share.
When you walked down the road and felt someone could hold your hand.
I wish i was there for you.

I wish i was there for you ....,
When you felt the rain drops on your face and felt someone could hold an umberela for you
When u smiled with a twinkle in your eyes
When you had less thoughts and more unanswered question...
I wish i was there for you.

I wish i was there for you.....,
When things were hard and you tried harder to smile.
When nothing changed around and everthing took a while.
I wish i was there for you.

Aasu !

Dukh ke dariya mein behte hai आसू

Zindagi ka har raaz khete hai आसू

                                              

                                                     Mann ki vytha bayan karte hai आसू
                                                     Mann ki mansha hote hai आसू

Sukh ke saath kuch pal rehte hai आसू

Dukh ke saath dur tak behte hai आसू

                                                   Roke se kaha rukte hai yeh आसू

                                                  Behne ka bas ek mauka dundte hai yeh आसू

Jaanti agar mein tu rehne nahi देती

Mann Ke kis kamre mein chup kar rehte hai आसू

Mann !!!

"Uljhanne suljhata ek mann hai
 Uljhano me uljhata ek mann hai"

 "Saare Duniya ke Khushia Pane ka arman rakta ye mann hai
Kushiyo ke raah mein aate Mushkilo se ghabrata ye mann hai "

"Koshish karne se har Mushkil aasan hoti hai
Koshish karne ki slah mann se hi milti hai"

"Zindagi ki Har Baat Mann Se Judi Hoti Hai

Mann Kehta  Hai ,Mann Sunta Bhi Hai
Mann Sochta Hai  aur smazta bhi hai"

"Mann Ke rai Kabhi nahi Badalte
Na Mane to Zindagi nahi Suljahte"

"Har baat phele mann se kahi aur mann se ki jati hai"

"Woh Pyaar ka Pehla Zikr Mann se hi kiya hoga
Ladkar woh narajgie ka Pehla Shikwa bhi Mann se hi kiya hoga"

"Jaate hue use dekhkar,uske ek bar mudkar
dekne ke umeed mann hi mann se ke hogi".

"Har sawaal aur har jawaab mann se
Har narazgi aur har khushi mann se."

"Phir bhi kuch baatein mann ke, mann mein Rah jaate hai
Na Mann ke hum se ,aur na hamari mann se kahi jati hai."

"Shayad eseliye hum kisi aapne jaise ko
aur mann  aapne jaise ek mann ko dhudata hai."................

Mann is my most favorite word and it has a special place in all my writing .Incidently if you add first and last words of my name M ONIKA RATTA N  it says Maan :)